sounding from under

Coordinadora Femfest, Counterculture, & Transfeminist coalition

Coordinadora Femfest was founded in 2004 by a group of women in their late teens to early thirties who were active in the punk/underground music scene in Santiago, Chile. Their dream was to create a music event made by and for women which provided a safe space away from the harassment, misogyny, and homophobia they often faced when performing in other settings. The event they first organized, Festival Femfest, is now the longest running feminist music festival in Chile. Over the fifteen years since the group was formed, their countercultural performances and intersectional coalition-building have become a cornerstone of radical feminist organizing in and around Santiago. Coordinadora Femfest members describe themselves as working from “under.” This refers to the peripheral spaces, marginalized communities, and non-institutional settings where they develop their musical and countercultural performances. I describe these performances as “sounding from under,” a process of making audible the lived reality of poor places, colonized places, forgotten places, and other realms that constitute the “under” parts of a society still grappling with the political, economic, and cultural effects of a U.S.-backed military dictatorship that lasted from 1973-1990.

I first met Femfest members in 2016, and in 2018 I became deeply involved with the organization during my dissertation fieldwork. Along with attending meetings and helping put on their musical and community events throughout the year, I spent much of my time with Femfest as the group’s photographer. This allowed me to become deeply attuned to capturing moments of interpersonal connection, and to translate the feeling and intensity of “sounding from under” into images. The photos I share in this gallery provide a glimpse into Coordinadora Femfest’s history, their political and artistic collaboration with drag performer Hija de Perra, and some of the key events and projects I experienced with them, including the 2018 Festival Femfest. The story of Coordinadora Femfest reveals how “sounding from under” allows women and gender minorities to imagine and practice the anti-patriarchal, anti-capitalist world they want to live in.

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“Today there are so many different spaces of feminist struggle. To me, it seems like what calls us together is creativity. And this creativity, although it may come from sorrow and absolute precarity, is grounded in love. ”

— Antonia Piña, Coordinadora Femfest

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Femfest logo with collage of images from past festivals.

Source: “Presentación Convocatoria Femfest,” (June 9, 2018)

 

In 2003, Manuela Valle of the band Rompehogares suggested to her bandmates Antonia Piña and Maria Paz Reese that they begin reaching out to other women musicians to create their own festival. Through networking at shows and on the nascent social media platform Fotolog, they met Carolina Ozaus of the band Vaso de Leche and Barbarella Finsterbusch of the band Lilits. After holding a meeting with these groups as well as the bands Las Jonathan, Golden Baba, Flores Marchitas, and She Devils, Coordinadora Femfest was born, and their first festival was hosted in 2004. Carolina, Antonia, Paz, and Barbarella have remained active with the group ever since, and continue to mentor and grow younger generations of organizers..

“What we do.” Slide presented to prospective participant bands for the 2018 festival

Source: “Presentación Convocatoria Femfest,” (June 9, 2018)

 

Since the beginning, the name “Coordinadora” (coordinator) expresses one of the core missions of Femfest, which is to foster a circuit among women-centered bands in rock and underground music throughout the southern cone. This includes trans, queer, and lesbian as well as cis straight women. As a coordinadora, they do not function as promoters or accept corporate sponsors. From the programming of their shows to their internal decision-making to what food bands and attendees are going to eat, they strive to promote an ethos of autogestión (self-determination) based on collaboration and horizontality. For Femfest, this ethos contradicts the patriarchal, neoliberal systems of the mainstream music industry.

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“I have this memory that’s now really funny of being in a taxi with [Manuela], and her saying, ‘We should do a festival of all-women bands,’ and I said, ‘Yeah, we should do it…

I have that moment stuck in my memory, the two of us just looking out the window absentmindedly and thinking, “Hmm… We should do it…

— Maria Paz Reese (left), Coordinadora Femfest

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Hija de Perra preparing to MC Festival Femfest (year unknown)

Source: Coordinadora Femfest Archives

Hija de Perra (Daughter of a Bitch), was a renowned drag artist and intellectual. Her performances, known for their shocking perversity, enacted a sexual dissidence which critiqued the violence of heteronormative gender roles. Her celebration of queer sexuality and erotic pleasure directly rejected the sexual repression which had permeated Chilean society during the regime of dictator Augusto Pinochet from 1973-1990. It was Hija de Perra’s fearless desire to create safe spaces for the outcast that drew Femfest members to her in the early years. Initially, Femfest organizers were concerned primarily with getting women on stages. Hija de Perra took their vision and helped them realize that it was not just sexism, but also capitalist systems of power that relegated women to passive, domestic roles, and demonized non-heteronormative lifestyles. Tragically, Hija de Perra passed away in 2014, but her transfeminist politics and sexually dissident performance practices continue to influence the organization. 

Artist and Femfest member Carolina Ozaus performs at Festival Femfest 2018 alongside a poster of Hija de Perra.

 
 

Altar for Hija de Perra at a Femfest “tokada” (show) in August 2018. The event commemorated the anniversary of her death and also helped raise funds for the festival in October 2018.

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“When Hija de Perra arrived as part of Femfest, she arrived immediately as the animator of Femfest. And without us thinking about it, wanting it, meditating on it, or proposing it to her, Hija de Perra became the voice of Femfest for ten years. So imagine, these four years that Hija de Perra hasn’t been with us have been a major blow.”

— Barbarella Finsterbusch, Coordinadora Femfest

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Opening ice-breakers on the first day of Escuela de Formación Femfest’s Sign Language Class (August 29, 2018)

 

In August 2018, Coordinadora Femfest received a grant which enabled them to fulfill their long-held dream of creating Escuela de Formación Femfest (Femfest Technical School), a series of free community workshops for women and girls on topics ranging from song-writing to sexuality and women’s health. Several of the workshops, became essential avenues for building community and planning logistics for the 2018 festival. In Coordinadora Femfest’s Sign Language class, for example, participants learned about the transmission of musical meaning when sound is not perceived. They dwelled deeply on silence, on the experience of living and communicating in silence, and on storytelling through gesture. By the end of this six-week course participants were prepared to sign for several bands’ songs on the day of Festival Femfest.

Students silently perform a scene from the movie Finding Nemo in which a group of fish join together to escape a fishing boat’s net.

 
 

Wire and string are hung back and forth across the basement of the art collective whose space was used to print.

Screen Printing has been considered a masculine art form due to the intense physical labor which goes into constructing the frame, screen, and manipulating heavy squeegees to apply paint. Students in Femfest’s Screen Printing class were tasked with creating all of the festival posters which would be used to promote the event. For days participants worked into the night hanging wet posters and hoping they would be dry by morning. It was a draining process, but also invigorating in the tactile feeling of making a movement come together with our hands.

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The open-mouth Femfest logo illuminates the backdrop of the indoor stage as poet Fernanda Meza (right) reads her work

Femfest organizers make final touches on an installation outside of the festival venue which reads “Sem frem bienveni pami nou” (“Sister, brother welcome in our midst”) in Haitian Creole - a gesture of welcome to the many Haitian migrants who now live in the neighborhood where the festival took place.

 

As most Femfest organizers rush to set up tents for vendors (behind) Anto (left) and Barbarella (right) decide where to place the Femfest banner. Barbarella wants it to be hung so it will be visible not only to attendees but also to community members passing by the venue.

A lesbian feminist publishing collective lays out their inventory at the festival marketplace. A theme in their selection this year was guides on how to access safe free or low-cost abortions.

 
 

Festival organizers gather on the roof to adjust and re-adjust the banner, making sure its perfectly centered over the entryway to the venue, Centro Cultural Lo Prado.

Jacksa Suazo (left), instructor of Escuela Femfest’s sound production class, works with a student to prepare for sound check. According to many attendees, having a collective of women run sound made the event seem less hierarchical and less competitive, elements which they saw as crucial parts of Femfest’s anti-patriarchal agenda.

Singer-songwriter Araceli does her sound check with fellow classmates from Femfest’s 2018 Sound Production class.

Group Lactosa Postmortem uses elaborate puppetry to perform a musical drama narrating the story of a singer who wakes up to realize that she is dead. Alternating between the gleeful and the somber, the performance asked audiences to consider their own mortality and take hold of their fleeting opportunities for human connection.

 

Artist Tania Corvalán listens to her bandmate during sound check. Even before the festival officially begins, she has begun to take on the mystique of her stage persona.

Amidst the bustle of setting up, Mila (left) pauses to breathe for a moment with Paz (right). At the time this photo was taken, Paz was about 5 months pregnant. Mila, an educator on women’s sexual and reproductive health, wanted to make sure she was properly nourished and not over-exerting herself.

Paz (center) introduces Christina Azahar (right) to Rosa Peñaloza (left), the mother of Hija de Perra. Peñaloza still attends Femfest festivals and events regularly as a way to honor her son, whose given name was Victor Hugo (“Wally”) Pérez Peñaloza.

 
 

Gerardo Figueroa (second from the right) is a musicologist and well-known producer and journalist in Santiago’s underground and alternative rock scenes. A long-time ally of Coordinadora Femfest, this year he made the festival a required event for students in his undergraduate class, all of whom happened to be men.

In a first for the organization, the 2018 festival featured an exhibition on Decolonial Art curated by Femfest members Camila Arma, a professional photographer, and Gaba Reveco, a professional art preservationist. Above, Camila reads a manifesto on the installation and invites attendees to visit between sets.

 
 

This piece by Colectivo 33º Sur is a map of leathers arranged in the form of a crime scene. It is meant to represent an “aesthetic necrology,” with each piece of fabric standing in for the body of a woman murdered due to femicide.

Mapuche poet and activist Marjorie Huaiqui (left), prepares for her panel and performance workshop on Mapuche music, dance, and storytelling.

 
 

Artist Vilú Esa, originally from the island of Chiloé in Southern Chile, performs the classic song “Marinerito Pulio” by folk artist Rosario Hueicha. The lilting waltz is translated into signs by a student from Femfest’s sign language class.

Femfest is a decidedly non-separatist feminist festival, and the group relies on the support of men to help with childcare during their events. Above, a man explores the festival marketplace and merch tables with his young daughter.

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Artist Carolina Ozaus performs her rendition of Violeta Parra’s famous song, “Maldigo del alto cielo” (“I Curse the Heavens Above”).

Over halfway through the day’s events, Barbarella (left) and Cami (right) enjoy a quick moment to happily acknowledge the success of the festival so far.

 
 

Copies of the 2018 Femfest compilado (mixed tape). These mixed tapes have been created for every edition of the festival, and they always feature songs from each band on a particular year’s lineup.

Punk rock band Ana Frank performs at the indoor stage.

Emo/ska rock band Ke Ruede closes out the festival with their final song of the night.

 
 

Ke Ruede band members remained joyfully onstage, forestalling the inevitable end of the festival.  

The 2018 Femfest team from left to right: Camila Camacho, Camila Arma, Gaba Reveco, Antonia Piña, Maria Paz Reese, Barbarella Finsterbusch, Carolina Ozaus, Sol Saldivia, Christina Azahar, Valeria Soto

“We wish that this could last the whole year, but it’s also true that Femfest is our parallel life. We also work. Like everyone, we have to pay bills, pay to go to the doctor, to eat, to rest.

Even still, I believe that Femfest is a festival which is now part of the history of feminism, even without intending to be there. That was never our goal — being part of history. But yes, I know it is now part of the history of feminism. It’s part of the history of music. It’s a referent.”

— Carolina Ozaus, post-festival interview

(Click HERE to see a full album of images from Festival Femfest 2018 shot by Christina Azahar in collaboration with photographers Valeria Soto and Alejandra Torres.)

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